I just hate it when I get very busy or a tad too stressed or maybe even just desensitized to the miraculousness of life. It makes me sad when I realize that I didn't take time to soak in the beauty of a piece of nature or slow down long enough to have a conversation with a friend or acquaintance. It's disappointing to notice that I sang a song at church and didn't accept an opportunity to let the world fade out and let words of praise lift me to a secret place of worship.
Whatever promises or resolutions we may make, no matter the phrases and the wise proverbs we might pass from generation to generation, it's simply human nature. An excuse, though, is still an excuse. Summer break is simply days away, and I can't wait to take the opportunity to live each day to the fullest. I absolutely love that God has blessed me with a career as a teacher. It's an absolutely rewarding experience to work with my students each day. Nonetheless, some down time and rest is good for the soul and will rejuvenate my excitement to begin another year in August.....so bring on the summer. I'm giddily anticipating time spent with two of my best college friends from out of town. It's one of those friendships that picks up exactly where you last left off....I absolutely love it. I will get a taste of the dearly loved familiarity of church camp this summer with a slight twist. I unfortunately won't get to be a cabin leader the elementary week that I am typically there; however, I will instead get to show lots of God's love to fifth and sixth graders at ICBC for a week! I also will get to throw in a short weekend session at First Timers' camp with the adorable little kiddos. I'm equally excited to attend a writing conference and various technology/teaching workshops here and there. Who can forget about the summer flower fields? Instead of working in the city at a part time job, I promised my dad that I would come home a few days here and there to help out and work for him in the flowers. Nothing like some good old-fashioned hard work to make you feel like you've had a noteworthy day. Wrapped all around these wonderful experiences and moments that I am ready to embrace with intention, purpose, and attention, I can't wait to sit and watch the sunset with my boyfriend at his new patio furniture. I am so looking forward to hearing the sounds of crickets chirping out in the country when I visit home. I'm eagerly awaiting the taste of ice cream and the exciting explosion of 4th of July fireworks in the sky above me. I'm ready to slow down for a bit and embrace the tiniest details of the beautiful life that I have been given.
What a great post, Cassie. I'm really glad I visited your blog today. I definitely needed a little "pick me up" as a long, crazy, busy (did I mention long?) day at work draws to an end. So, THANK YOU! :)
ReplyDeleteAlso, I miss you! Lots! I need a little more Cassie P. in my life. Let's find some time, once you're out of school, to get together and catch up on things. What do you think?! Good luck with your last week(s) of school! Hopefully the kiddos won't be TOO wound up for you :)